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| GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. I'm having a pretty good day for once when
suddenly, as if some higher power deemed it necessary to halt this
unexpected formation of a jewel of hope forming in my otherwise putrid
existance, everything goes to shit again.
The morning started like any other - I got up, took a shower, went to
Denny's for breakfast, skipped out on the check, and went home to watch
a movie. Today I decided on Titanic, because despite what you
chucklefucks say it's a really powerful movie. There's a great
story there about people overcoming their class differences and falling
in love, and to be honest I cried like a little pussy at the end.
Not that any of you pig fuckers care. All you guys care about is
rubbing one out while staring at Kate Winslet, and all you stupid sluts
out there (I've decided that almost girls are sluts. I'm sorry if
I've offended anyone, but I won't take it back until I meet a girl who
can prove me wrong) are busy staring at that DiCaprio tool. I
used up an entire god damned box tissues after that movie and so did
all you. The only difference is that I needed them because I was
crying. Way to debase one of the best movies ever, you fucking
perverts.
Anyway, after I finished Titanic I decided to head down to the
arcade. Yeah, I know, you all think that shit's for nerds.
I don't care what you think. I like playing games, and I like
being around people who aren't afraid to do stuff that you assholes
deem "uncool" in public. I can actually respect them, unlike all
of you people who only do what your friends are doing lest you embarass
yourself. I screwed around in there for a while and left for home
when I saw Sean and Marisa pulling into the parking lot for the pizza
place net door in Sean's brand new Mercedes. Nice car,
dipshit. I'm sure my ex girlfriend is dating you for your
personality, not because you have nice things.
Let me give you a brief background on Marisa - We were going out for a
while, she saw Sean over my house, she thought he was cute, she dumped
me for him. The end.
Needless to say, seeing these two chucklefucks rather soured my
mood. I drove home as fast as I could to get away from them, but
when I was literally seconds away from my house some douchebag cop
pulled me over. I ended up going home with a ticket for $200.
Not to sound like a wanna-be gangsta (rap is utter shit), fuck the
police. Fuck Sean and Marisa, fuck everyone I know for being
conformist assholes, fuck all of you who jerked off to Titanic, and
fuck myself for letting myself be walked all over like that.
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| School starts in just a few days. I'm not in any of the "smart" science or math classes, because no one fucking uses that bullshit once they graduate. All your grades in those classes indicate is how hard you suck your teachers dick. I may have never gotten higher than a C in either of those two subjects, but somehow I managed to get a 1600 on my SATs. Maybe it's because despite all the fancy titles like "biology" and "calculus", all of those courses can be renamed to "absolute fucking dogshit" because that's all it amounts to in the end.
This begs the question to all you nerds: what are you going to do with your fancy math and science degrees once you graduate from Asshole University? Are you going to "advance our technology" and "improve our lives" or some other idealistic shit? Well, let me tell you all you'll be doing. You're going to spend all your times making bombs and guns and other instruments of death to use on those who you dont like. On people who you hate just because they're fucking different. This is exactly why I hate you scientist douchebags. All logic and no compassion.
Anyway, back on track. I'm taking all of the english and art classes that I can cram into my schedule. I hope that my teachers this year are a lot more open minded that the ones I had last year. I swear to god (not that for a second I believe god exists, and if he does he's just out to make my life shitty), if they call my stuff "obscene" then I am going to hurt someone. They tell you to "express what you're feeling" under the assumption that everyone feels like they're in the middle of a magical orgy of gumdrops and butterflies and candy canes or some shit. Then I come out with something genuine, something real, something that demonstrates the essence of art, and they tell me it isn't acceptable. Ugh. At least there's only one more year in this shithole before I get to go to art school where people will appreciate me.
Speaking of the arts, I have a new song playing in the background of my Xanga. I hope you all like it. If not, well, turn off your speakers or something. | | |
| I can't even describe my current mood now other that a wild torrent of raw emotion. Sure, I'm mad as hell, but I rise above these base feelings and end up with something more complex. I suppose it's a sort of mix between anger, sadness, and strong feelings that even I can't put my finger on. I'm blasting NIN right now to try to take my mind off of Chris and Miss Slutty McWhoreington, my ex, making out in the Denny's parking lot. I nearly choked to death on my Grand Slam Breakfast when I saw my (no longer) best friend with a girl that, even though she dumped me because I was "too whiny" (excuse me for having feelings, bitch) I still like a lot. I don't know why. Oh well, fuck them both. I rented The Virgin Suicides earlier at Blockbuster (more like cock buster because all the people who work there are conformist dickholes), and I guess I'll watch it later. Maybe it'll inspire me to write or draw something. I dunno. | | |
| Today I was at the mall drowning my endless sorrows with a multitude of fast food when I saw someone walk by wearing a t-shirt with some cartoon character from tv on it. This of course reminded me of my SHITTY childhood where my DOUCHEBAG parents were so fucking restrictive. Luckily I moved now into my parents' <i>basement</i> so I don't have to deal with those conformist media-slave assholes anymore, but the time with them was horrible. You have no idea how restrictive they are. Like, this one time I was making out with my boyfriend on the couch and my parents came in and asked me to please get off of their sofa because we were going to make a mess and they didn't want their couch to be ruined. That's so like them, being so caught up on all their trivial material goods. Okay, jerkfuck parents, listen up. It's a human fucking body. It's a work of art, and by telling me to get my naked self off of the sofa is like obstructing my right to free speech. Nice way to censor me, asshole.
Speaking of censorship, you should have seen their reaction when I brought home my first boyfriend. They kept on telling me that a "thirty year old pervert was no good for a 15 year old kid". Well, guess what, mom and dad. Fuck you. I don't care about your arbitrary laws about what ages love can span. I knew I loved him, and that's ALL THAT MATTERED.
God dammit, I'm so fucking pissed off now. I was going to write an article about how that stupid kid wearing that stupid t-shirt was nothing more than a whore for the television companies PAYING to advertise their useless shit, but I don't even care any more. You morons probably would dismiss me as just another angsty teenager. Whatever. Go back to your cable television and Britney Spears CDs. I hate you. | | |
| I was going to write an entry, but I figured it doesnt really matter. Fuck it. Fuck you all, you're a bunch of corporate whores. I hope you choke. | | |
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